….after the silence…

dear bloggie… hv been down wif sore throat and flu for the past 2 days..thank god for the express healing. Finally, its Friday…Long and exciting great weekend to look forward as Heal The Nation Promo Concert will be on tis comin’ Sunday at GTPJ. Featuring acts like Altered Frequency, Juwita and lots more..sounds like sumthin great’s brewing… followed by Monday which is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY !!! *yesssssssss*..wat could b betta..

Just got to know that my band practice is postponed as well..due to the concert…ergghhhh..! wif’ over 11 songs to cover on the following week..*faints*..with YAM errr…i mean God’…all things are possible.haha.. More CHILL OUT::Honolulu planning to be done…to all the commitees involved, WE NEED TO MEET UP AFTER YOUTH SVC TIS SATURDAY to discuss the programmes arrangement. Pix and report for this long weekend’s happening wiill be posted here next week…I promise.. YAN9 practice is finally starting this sunday after some delay..

REGISTRATION FORMS FOR HEAL THE NATION CONFERENCE IS OUT. Download it HERE or get it from ur local church. More info on the website. Only RM60 for early birds.

Hv a great weekend !!!!!  Here’s a preview of the Heal The Nation brochure.

here it goes..totally no inspiration to blog anything..been down wif sore throat since monday…cant think of anythin at all.. what i’ll do is i’ll allow u all out there to lemme know wat u want me to blog about on watever topic..leave it in the comments section and i’ll blog it… tata..

no..not talking bout death kinda rest…but its juz that i’ve just got up from a 2hr sleep b4 my band mates come jamming in my room on this beautiful saturday nite..totally enjoyed tis beautiful day God has created… (sounds so spiritual,huh).. hehe..ok ok…i’ve gotta admit,..maybe its due to the satisfaction of getting to serve Him..as usual wuz doin sound for my youth group tis afternoon..slowly am drawn into it..treating every mix of it seriously.its no difference from playing an instrument and leading the crowd..wat am trying to say is though its like a simple task but hey..its a Ministry by itself.. ahhh..in short..satisfied wif tis kinda tiny stuff 2serve Him.. had an hour of meeting for CHILL OUT::HONOLULU after svc wif each presenting a proposal for this upcoming JCG event on May 29th. It’s an evangelical-hang out-BBQ thingy for the youths at my church. big THING!.. will post up more info EVERYWHERE and posters really soon..stay tuned!…its 10:22pm now…40 more minutes before all hell breaks lose in my room..and house for that matter..JAMMING…!! haha..

gosh..before i know it…its sunday again…which means..more practices !!! really gotta improve tis time..through his strength and skills..

b4 i sign off for the day, would really like u all who read tis blog to know that no matter how bad a situation goes, the mighty one up there would alwiz be there watchin’ over us and care for us..Look to Him..not men.. He’ll nvr fail u..

havent been blogging for 2days now…coz really not in the mood to talk bout how frustrated i’m wif certain people and things!… duwanna elaborate further here due to prying eyes and ears…U know who u are!.. *enuff said*… to add to the frust..as i wuz typing tis blog juz now…my com HANGED on me…DAMMIT!..gotta retype everything..really losing my cool here…ERrrGGHH!

newayzz..i decided to post this after reading through Syen’s blog which she cleverly depicts her ups and downs…shouts and screams around the house..driving adventures and so on.. tks to her, i think I’m still on the better-off side..and also gotta thank SYEN for her generosity in "blessing" me wif the latest Planet Shakers-Always & Forever (not released in Msia yet) CD !!! .woohoo..! YESSS! tks so much syen.. =)

on another note, some pop star by the name of Wang Lee Hom came by just now at Terminal 1, and one could imagine the flocks of wild girls and teens out there trying to get hold or at least a glimpse of their ‘idol’.. nothin so great though..am not a fan..dunno..dun care either.. can get more info from josie,sirion,thomas & christine at youth 2mrw..hehe..*baby..nie jiu se wor de wei ik….*….oopss..hehe..

much happened tis 2days..wif one of the church brothers passing…due to those really ‘terror’ kinda cancer..u know those which spreads so fast and rapidly from kidney to bones, to brains, lungs..he only got to know of it 2months back..and he’s back wif the Lord 2days ago..sigh..life is short..live it to the fullest~

am still upset….*not seeking anyone’s sympathy here*….over all this shitty so-called ministry protocols…bla bla bla..wateva..duwanna talk no more..maybe some sleep might help…and some renewing from the lord..come2 think of it..things r not so bad after all… it might juz b another ‘test’ to build ones character up for eternity…. zzzzzzzzZZzzzZzz……..

ok..here goes the 2nd blog in 30mins tis morning.. Gotta thank u all for comin’ by and reading this..*BIG hugs 4 y’all*….due to some really avid readers of my blog’s request for MORE of my pix..*puzzled* i’ll post tis one here which my colleague took of me while savouring some really yummy black forest cake…*yum yum,..drools* by the way..thats happenin’ during office hours…hehe.. 

for more of other pix i took of my youths and other events..check out my Yahoo! photo album..

Being a public holiday 2mrw….there’s a special "senior gathering" of JCG in Kath’s house tonite for BBQ…YESSS !!!!!!!!!!!!! more food, fun, fellowship & pix to come. cant wait for 2nite..

NO..i’m not depressed..nor am trying to write a book on it..juz wanna share a lil’ on last nite’s cell’s discussion on this topic. are the young people of today really going crazy?..as in mental sicknesses that comes and start off as subtle as depression? tis might sound minor but i’ve seen it for myself some youths who’s goin through tis. Question is…how do v handle em`.? one might try talking to them..build a relationship, hang out together ..bla bla bla..well to a certain extend it does work, by being there and letting them share and talk ..but i’ve tis feelin of being taken for a ride when dealing wif ppl like this.. they tend to seek sympathy ALL the time, and for an extra prolonged period.. if a person were to be depressed like a month or two..FINE.! but after 6months, a year..and all they can say when u see em or get on the phone is that oohhh so pathetic voice… I’m depressed, i’m very down, this person hurt me ..etc… gets kinda sick.though am more than willing to take my time to listen to them but tis is too much..gotta let the BIG guy up there do miracles in these people. Just gotta make sure ppl like dat dont kill themselves or some irreversible damage…or worse still influence other christian youths to be the same like them. What do u ppl think?.. open to opinions..

pacified myself y’day nite wif "the pacifier"..NO!..not that thing that baby suck but the movie. seems like those family-fairy-tale kinda movies. wuz good though. watched it wif kecik a.k.a. pei ling a.k.a. my lil’ sis..daisy, danny,derek and ck. had a throbbing headache after the movie but still managed to drag myself to mamak wif ck but really no mood to talk bout anythin. the journey from T1 to the mamak wuz an exhillarating one wif speeds and handling of the car like a maniac. reached home after that an installed additional RAM for my com..only after that i’m calm..(coz got faster pc ma)..hehe.. and played on the MOTIF…ooohh..truly satisfied..dun gimme that stare …i know..i know….its just a synthesizer..hey..its a MOTIF !..even the standard piano presets could bring great relieve and relaxation to the soul…(power,huh..they dun call it PowerGrand piano for nothing..haha….. Pacified myself further today by getting myself an ADSL Modem.. At last..the long awaited Streamyx for my room.. things r gonna get faster i hope.. Yay !!! its 5 PM…..wheeeeeeeeeee !!!~~~ ME outta the office..tata..

dear bloggie..finally..out of the weekend bck into boring monday. an exciting weekend indeed. Practice cum jamming in my room wif kevin and my bro on Friday nite till 3am. Checked out my youth ‘junior band’ practices which kinda irritates the ears of any listener..haha..they’re improving though.. followed by the ever rocking main youth band..comprises none other than MYSELF, ck,kev,danny,leo and adorable Adeline backing up for us for the first time. Did "One Way" - Ballad version.. *havent heard of it?…check it out at JCG or YAN9 band releases*.. ok..fast-forwarding to sunday…. YAN9 first band meet up for Heal The Nation and followed by YAM band in GTPJ at 7.. Many new faces on the vocals. It defintely seems bigger this time around wif bout 15 of us on stage..Got myself a 2nd keyboardist for the first time!!. none other than Sheema from Good Shepherd. She’s a pro!.Rocked on wif some familiar tunes (not revealing much of the songs tis time around…(come for Heal The Nation nite concerts to find out)..

…couldnt thought of anythin 2blog tis morning until PATRICK came to mind…yes..its PATRICK..the red, yellow, pink doggie. Wonder whats wif gals and Patrick..issit chemistry ? (by the way, i have a red one in my car too)hehe… Bought tis ‘baby-Patrick’ (supposedly shorter in length,bigger head,bell-in-the-throat and PINK in color) for one my 15 yr old youth’s birthday bck in February and it has been goin places eversince..i mean like…everywhere. Its in her bag which she carries everywhere like tuition,church,bla bla bla..even to family outings like Genting! (Patrick gets to ride on a roller-coaster !!!) Makes me feel that every cent spent on the gift is sooooo very worth it. now Patrick gets all the hugs, pats, kisses, saliva, sweat and dust from everyone’s hands on its pink fur….poor thing..turning black now..wif an assortment of smell and bacteria. ewww..Patrick and its newfound owner is such a perfect match.. awwww…girls..

thoughts of YAM band practice keeps running through my mind.. with 4 more days to go for first practice..I wonder who’s the worship leader….the drummer…the backups…arrghh..all the other musicians lar..besides the "best guitarist" of N9 which is a close fren of mine of course..hehe..Wonders what are the songs chosen tis time for Heal The Nation….

been lazy the past 2 days and not been blogging..finally the preparation of songs and lyrics and wateva for YAN9 band has been done. first meet up..TIS SUNDAY 1:30pm..@ TOW. Inspiration r DRY at the moment,.nothing to talk bout..nothing 2 blog either..sounds really kinda boring dy.. PS latest album still yet to finish download *oopss..pirate alert*…