….after the silence…

been evaluating myself last coupla’ days over some "tragedy" that has happened..(not gonna re-elaborate) coz duwan emails & comments come flooding AGAIN..watch for next posting as I’m gonna reveal how childish and a NUISANCE this kiddo is giving me..( how dare someone Criticize on how many Concerts and type of songs I play or review …what more, dare to even talk bout holiness!..dammit!! wat a joke)

anyway, it did thought me some "lessons" on how to handle youths who are "unstable" emotionally..thank God for this eye-opening experience that I’ve learnt to seek His wisdom and be extra cautious when handling situations like these.

Next…the much more uplifting and out-of depression agenda >> "Evaluation of Band 2".. =) (Band 2 is the "other" band which plays on every 2nd & 3rd Sundays each month @ TOW)..

Met up wif all band mates and levites overseer after service today..and was given the chance to feedback on the whole band.. Wouldnt wanna let out more info here..(lazy to type)..hehe. All that was good and positive comments were given to us..Look ahead for more astounding praise & worship sessions come Aug 14th & 21st. Glad that we set the standards for Sunday services bands that as we came outta the evaluation meeting, the other band was already trying out songs which we did just last week and put in lotsa effort to sound like "the real thing"..haha.. god job guys!

Gotta start preparing in every manner both technically & spiritually for it and leaving all nuisance thoughts, attitudes & PEOPLE behind..

hmm..didnt really wanted to post but was "provoked" to do so coz its not of my nature to leave things halfway & unsettled esp wit unpredictable beings..So here it goes..first things first… stuff & people that i LOATHE.. :

> ppl who assumes a certain situation negatively

> ppl who tends to be SELFISH by being depressed and is ‘pity-seeking’ THE WHOLE TIME

> ppl who is busybody over others’ business and assumes rights & authority and who thinks knows very well over the whole situation and TRIES to intervene

> ppl who tries to INVESTIGATE who I’m in contact or relationship with… (urrrrgghh) –wat the heck! ??

> ppl who ASSUMES (see how bad is the ‘assuming’ factor).. that I BLOCK `em in my messenger which EVEN  if were to do so..i’ve got my rights dont’ I ??..

I’m sayin’ all this coz on and off there’s ppl who are pity-seeking which creeps into my life every now and then due to my over-friendliness and being a comfort giver the whole time. This post is also to make known that am NOT OWNED by anyone, therefore STOP controlling and trying to take authority over my life (you’re NOT GOD) and treat or talk to me without any respect as though I’m your 16 yr old classmate ! DARN! Generally, am known to lots to be friendly & caring etc (check out my Friendster testimonials if u have not already know)…despite the age gap and I DON’T ACT SWEET. Their lotsa ppl who values my friendship and the whole mei-mei phenomenon without getting entangled with some small tiny childish issues.

People who knows me well enuff knows am not as childish as I may look as I’m dead serious when am into sumthin’..

So I hope this has CLEARED OFF & STRAIGHTEN (as some PEOPLE like to call it)any doubts or problems anyone has with me ESPECIALLY 16 year olds KIDS!.

and lastly.. PLEASE dont use the "Guys and Their Attitude" line on ME..! *if in doubt, just READ this whole post ALL-over again from the TOP and understand what and how the pity-seeking attitude is worse than "Guys & Their Attitude"…

p/s: I’d really like to know how long each relationship can last or how many guys can take tis kinda attitude…from girls..

*Adios*

heyya all..currently nothing to blog..tks for dropping by..

*blog is temporarily closed*..

be forewarned, this posting is like nothin’ I’ve ever posted before..the side of me where lotsa people didnt know..the Baldwin of pre-2003..the car freak dat i was and still IS..well here it goes..

after a long long …reAAAaaalllyy long break…the itch is comin’ back slowlY..the itch to downshift and do the pedal to metal thingy…YES!!..it’s returning..

Innocently provoked by a wicked nippy Proton Tiara ( a flopped version of our Msian’ copy of the legendary Citroen AX which I used to own before this)…> during my early mornin’ drive to my golf club. Wuz’ enjoyin the smooth breeze of the choking-hazy-smoky air blowing in my face with my new twin-dice deco swinging to the curves on the winding road when suddenly..at the corner of my eye , a car was zipping out of a bend overtaking another car at a rather rash manner…wat more..wif merely 2km’s left to my Club’s entrance with a few bends and solid straights…i did a kickdown to a 3rd and gave chase slightly after it took over my front..had some reallly tough time springing my pathetic 3cylinder 50+bhp MOVE into action..soon after I hit past 120kmh, i knew the Tiara meant business…hehe..wat more..floored it all the way till i hit a record 150kmh on the straights just b4 the last corner before the entrance of my Club. The Tiara doesnt seem to give up during any of the straights and corner as i was left behind bout half-a -car length the whole time….DARN ! wat went wrong?..

thinkin back during my times wif my beloved AX, i couldnt give a damn even when I challenged a troop of Wiralutions and EG6 Civic’s whose returning from the Sepang track via the trunk road behind S2..They were mean,they were turbo-charged, the tip of their exhause could probably do a BBQ for a party or sumthin..who cares..i still managed to stick to their @$$es in every corner and gave chase back in the straights…the AX handling wuz wild..!! beyond expectations..talkin’ bout French handling..hehe.. Good thing I’ve got my adventures as described all video-ed down..so as to prove my words..anyway, back to the present time,…here I am ..broke…& spent all the dough I have to get a Motif when I could prolly do a nasty mod to any rides which I could get my hands on..sigh**

But there’ll come a time where I’ll turn the streets of Seremban to a track again ..on Saturday nites..like how it used to be a couple of years back during my so-called "GLory Days"…well..let’s just wait and see as my co-driver is busy banging *wateva* in Newcastle..Be back soon, mate! The streets are waitin’..

As i wuz havin ‘brunch’ wif my bro b4 youth service 2day… came some inspiration 2blog bout tis whole "mei-mei" thingy phenomenon thatz quite rampant nowadays among youths and also…myself.. I couldnt really recall how it all started..but it did..

hmmm..though i do not think of it as bad, but whats the motive behind the whole thing ? ..not that am questioning it wif a negative mindset, but besides caring for each other through sms and some other forms of communication, whats the whole point all about ?..maybe someone could enlighten me on this..esp girls.. =)